Today marks one year since the hardest day of my life.
It's been heavy on my heart the past few days since I knew it was coming up. And to be honest, I've been dreading today, because I knew it would be hard.
It has been; my heart has been hurting today.
Tonight, when we went to church for the Christmas program I asked God to give me a sign that it was ok, or comfort me somehow.
Being the never failing, loving God He is, He granted the favor I asked.
When we were singing Unspeakable Joy (by Chris Tomlin), He filled me with this peaceful, joyful assurance and reminded me that He was holding "my" baby in His hands, and that He knew the plans He had for Logan.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord. "Plans to prosper you, and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
And, to add to that, we drove past 'Logan's Roadhouse' on the way home. :)
Thank you Father, for being ever loving and faithful and for comforting me today.
Logan, today you hung in an honored spot on my neck, like you do many days.
It's been heavy on my heart the past few days since I knew it was coming up. And to be honest, I've been dreading today, because I knew it would be hard.It has been; my heart has been hurting today.
Tonight, when we went to church for the Christmas program I asked God to give me a sign that it was ok, or comfort me somehow.
Being the never failing, loving God He is, He granted the favor I asked.
When we were singing Unspeakable Joy (by Chris Tomlin), He filled me with this peaceful, joyful assurance and reminded me that He was holding "my" baby in His hands, and that He knew the plans He had for Logan.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord. "Plans to prosper you, and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
And, to add to that, we drove past 'Logan's Roadhouse' on the way home. :)
Thank you Father, for being ever loving and faithful and for comforting me today.
Logan, today you hung in an honored spot on my neck, like you do many days.
I love you sooo very much and I haven't forgotten you! Some day soon I'll come visit you! Love always, Sarah
I'm sorry you had a rough day, but grateful to the Lord for giving you that wonderful peace and assurance. Love you!
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